The
silence screams so loud I search for reality, no sign
The
invisible lines of physical and fantasy have been so blurred
I
attempt to wake my open eyes but it’s my day dreams I prefer
I am
not living, I'm simply existing, in this mess that I’ve created
Can’t
go back and erase the past, after all that would be time wasted
I can
only go forward, though it feels like I'm running uphill, on quick sand
My
chin is up, tears cloud my vision, no sense in reaching for help, no hands
This
is my life, my fight, I must be strong enough to do this all alone
As I
sit back observing attentively, slowly true colors are shown
While
I'm quiet and not speaking, they wonder what I'm thinking
But my
thoughts are mine, they’re all I have, let them think I'm sinking
I may
trip but I will not fall, I am destined for nothing less than greatness
I take
something from every misfortune, that’s why my heart is weightless
Always
keep a straight face or dress it up with a perfectly painted smile
I
laugh at jokes, engage in mindless conversation, crying inside all the while
I am
human on the inside, I believe that’s where it counts the most
But on
the outside I'm completely put together, all emotions ghost
No
more letting perpetrators in, no more let downs, no more selfless sins
I’ve
given too much of what I don’t have away with absolutely no wins
My
mind is set, I'm breaking through these bars, after these tears are shed
Taking
two steps backwards, out of the picture, to see what lies ahead
When
you don’t know what to do, you should simply stand still
That’s
what I am doing now, because whatever is supposed to happen will
No disrespect but this has got to be the best 1 i have graced my eyes across and every word is like you speaking for me esp that 2nd verse...#salute sis whoa cant wait for the pub product.......G.L.R
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